Faiz. Penutur bahasa rojak profesional. Used to be an introvert, but now slowly becoming an ambivert.

日本に行きました!

This is going to be a veryyyyyy long story. Yes, that’s right I went to 日本(Nihon) or Japan! I supposed to update this blog while I’m in Japan but I was too busy there (even if I had time pun, I was already too tired to open my laptop) so I decided to post this after I’m back to Malaysia hahaha. Anyway, the second semester has started. Now I’m in my dorm, Elywnn Forest music’s playing in the background while I’m typing this. よし!Let’s begin the story.

Do you still remember when I became the emcee for JACTIM Award last semester? So masa dapat offer jadi emcee tu, Dr. Asmadi not only told me to be an emcee je, he also offered me to go to Nagasaki for a, well sort of a conference, of a peace program called, “Asian Youth Peace Networking Project”. I was hesitant to accept the invitation at first sebab memang tengah tak ada duit time tu plus nervous nak join benda-benda camni. Nevertheless, I accepted it juga after dapat tahu it’s fully funded under jabatan. I only had to bring money for shopping je. So bila dah accept the offer, tak ada lah terus pergi kan. I had to do other stuff first. Firstly, I was assigned with a team, consisted of five members, including me.

Group members were:
  1. Shawal – 3rd Year
  2. Gan – 2nd Year
  3. Nisa – 2nd Year
  4. Alia – 2nd Year
  5. Faiz (me) – 1st Year

Semuanya my 先輩 (senpai) or senior lah. Cuma Shawal先輩 je older than me, the rest semua sebaya. Memang rasa nervous lah nak work with orang yang kita tak kenal kan, ke luar negara pula tu but aku beranikan juga diri untuk do this. Memang happy tak terkata lah bila dapat offer ni sebab sebelum ni ada pernah nak join projek kolej, Delegasi 2.0 ke Jepun tapi terpaksa drop sebab kena pay RM2000 (RM200 monthly until tarikh projek). Masa tu memang takleh nak afford. Kecewa juga lah masa drop projek tu sebab I’ve always wanted to go to Japan.

So, before ke Japan, kena buat project dulu di Malaysia. Sebab kat Japan tu kitorang kena present apa yang kitorang dah buat kat Malaysia. So what we did was, spread peace messages to public (SMK Seksyen 3 Bandar Kinrara, Universiti Malaya, and public at Terminal Bersepadu Selatan KL), cerita kat diorang pasal pengeboman di Nagasaki dan Hiroshima, and other stuff related to that. We wanted the public to be aware of the tragedy. Setelah selesai buat project kat Malaysia, kena prepare lah slide, videos and all for presentation di sana. Not only that, we had to prepare persembahan juga. Yes, persembahan. Sebab masa kat Jepun, bukannya Malaysia dan Jepun je terlibat, negara Asia Timur lain pun terlibat juga iaitu Korea dan China. Setiap negara hantar wakil diorang sendiri. Persembahan ni kenapa kena prepare, nanti aku cerita. So persembahannya, I suggested Joget Melayu. It’s a 3 minutes long; 2 minutes we dance, 1 minute ajak audience dance. I choreographed the joget, we practiced and then mula lah cuti semester. Tak banyak sangat masa nak practice sebab semua busy with exam, and nak dekat cuti semester dah. Kitorang practice for a day je. Memang very basic step lah yang pakai pun. Cuti semester bermula from 15 January 2017 until 12 February 2017. Tarikh ke Jepun tu pada 1 February sampai 8 February. So pergi masa nak habis cuti semester lah.

Q&A Session.

Students from SMK Seksyen 3 Bandar Kinrara.

Alia, and Nisa tengah explain pasal Sadako Sasaki.

Shawal, and Gan explaining.

Tourist from UK.

This dude were so into the bomb that we explained,
macam pelik pun ada juga.

Now kita cerita detik detik nak ke Jepun pula. Semua dah prepare, packing pun sudah, project dah siap, slide dah settle EXCEPT persembahan Joget Melayu. Sebab kitorang tak banyak masa nak practice. We planned to siapkan Joget Melayu tu masa kat sana nanti. Memang nervous lah nak ke Jepun sebab to be honest I don’t even travel a lot in Malaysia, apatah lagi ke luar negara. Yep, ni first time nak ke luar negara and first country is Japan, omg couldn’t be happier.

2017年02月01日

Pukul 4.30 PM dah gerak ke KLIA 1 untuk berjumpa dengan team members yang lain. Total orang yang pergi adalah 7 orang. 2 lagi tu Dr. Asmadi (Head of East Asia Studies Department) dan Associate Professor Dr. Nasrudin. They both are very fluent in Japanese so kat sana diorang jadi our pemantau, interpreter, dan lain-lain. Pukul 6 PM semua dah berkumpul dekat KLIA except Gan. Sebab dia datang via bus from Johor, and jammed pula dah. Memang kitorang risau lah dia datang lambat takut terlepas flight ke haaa parah pula nanti. Disebabkan Gan lambat, so semua orang check-in first. Gan check-in sendiri sebab dia datang lambat. Dah selesai check-in, dah pass immigration apa bagai, pergi lah menunggu waktu boarding. Kitorang pun fly at 9.05 PM via Thai Airways sebab kena transit ke Thailand first, baru lah ke Jepun. 10.10 PM waktu Thailand, we arrived at Suvarnhabumi Airport aka Bangkok International Airport. Technically, my first oversea country is not Japan lah actually, it’s Thailand haha. Anyway, Thailand ni strict sikit immigration dia. Kena bukak kasut, memang malas gila. Dah sampai Thailand kitorang bukan boleh pusing pun, just duduk dalam airport je lah. So kitorang tunggu je lah until waktu boarding.

Selfie with Abah, and Mak before bertolak.

So happy they had Grimes on their playlist!


2017年02月02日

At 12 AM dah bersiap-siap dah nak boarding, at 1 PM kitorang pun fly ke Japan. Masa dalam kapal terbang, hidung aku berair dah hahaha sebab I really can’t stand kalau duduk dalam aircond lama-lama. The food was bomb af tho. At 8 PM sampai lah di Fukuoka Airport, Japan. Keluar je daripada kapal terbang memang berasap mulut sebab, WINTER. Memang sejuk sikit lah bila keluar tu, tak lah rasa macam different sangat, mungkin sebab dalam kapal terbang aircond kuat kot. Dah lepas immigration apa semua, Yuukoさん greeted us. So kitorang tak boleh nak bersembang banyak sangat dengan dia sebab her English wasn’t very fluent. Dr. Asmadi and Dr. Nasrudin lah yang banyak sembang dengan dia, in Japanese. I tried speaking Japanese, but my 単語 (tango) or vocabulary was very limited so it was 難しい (muzukashii) or difficult. Yang okay pun cuma 自己紹介 (jikoshoukai) or self-introduction je lol. Pastu Yuukoさん suruh jalan-jalan sekitar airport, shopping ke while waiting for Korean delegation. Aku pun pergi lah berjalan dengan Nisa, we decided to keluar daripada airport. Let me tell you, masa tu I only wear black skinny jeans, and sweater with white collar T-shirt inside. Bila keluar je, aku dengan Nisa terkejut beruk with the temperature. SEJUK NAK MATI. It was 9°C or lower lah. Airport dia sejuk, bila keluar lagi sejuk. Kitorang masuk balik, terus bukak beg, keluar kan mafla, pakai beanie, and glove. Tapi glove aku pakai kejap je lah sebab macam menyusahkan haha. Tu pun still cold af sebab I didn’t wear thermal underwear or long john. Ada dalam luggage, malas pula nak punggah apa semua. 「寒い~」 (Samui~) or cold, was the word that we frequently said dekat sana hahaha sebab Malaysia tak ada winter weh, of course tak biasa. Bila Korean delegation dah sampai, kitorang pun bersembang lah with them.

Korean delegation were:

  1. Dr. Lee Sang Ryul @ Lee先生
  2. Hwang Yoo Bin @ Yoobin
  3. Koh Yo Han @ Yohan @ John
  4. Kang Gam Chan @ Gamchan
  5. Hwang Ye Ji @ Yeji
  6. Kim KeunA @ KeunA

Dalam Korean delegation ada dua orang fluent in Japanese. Dr. Lee, and KeunA sebab dia Japanese language student. Masa Dr. Lee saw me for the first time, he asked,
「女か?男か?」“Onna ka? Otoko ka?” or “Male? Or female?”

I was like, EXCUSE ME? What makes you think that I look like a woman? I was so weirded out. Aku cakap lah aku ni lelaki, while laughing awkwardly. Then dia cakap,
「フェムですね。」“Fem desune?” or “Very feminine isn't it?”

dekat Dr. Asmadi, tapi Dr. Asmadi jawab lah 男らしい (otokorashii) something. Macam clarify lah aku ni lelaki lol. I definitely won’t forget that moment. At 11.02 AM Japan time, kitorang pun naik bas ke Matsuyama-machi. It was a 2-hour trip lah ke sana. I sat beside KeunA and girl oh girl, dia pi tibai cakap Bahasa Jepun dengan aku sebab mungkin diorang tengok information yang Malaysia delegation semua budak Japanese Studies kot. Little did they know, our 日本語 (Nihongo) wasn’t very fluent. OK, her English pun wasn’t very good, so susah nak communicate, dia banyak speak Japanese je lah. I understand a bit lah, but couldn’t reply in Japanese sangat. She said she’s been to Indonesia before, and she knew a bit of Indonesian language. She did give me a food, a sandwich. I was so afraid to accept it, takut tak Halal ke kan. Tapi dia tahu yang us Muslims cannot eat pork. She even said,
「豚肉はだめですね?」“Butaniku wa dame desu ne?” Which I replied,

「そうです。」“Sou desu.”

I think it’s a chicken sandwich kot. I didn’t eat it at first, then dia ask, why tak makan lagi. Aku cakap aku full, padahal dah cuak dah camne aku nak makan ni, Halal ke idok. Tapi dah terdesak sangat, aku just baca Bismillah and eat the food. Taknak lah offend dia pula kan. Masa dalam bas, it was so awkward sitting beside KeunA because she doesn’t really talk much and aku nak main phone pun tak boleh juga because there was no internet connection. Dia keluarkan buku, then baca buku. Aku pun dah tak tahu nak buat apa, tengok lah kat luar tingkap menikmati pemandangan highway Jepun, LOLOL awkward gila. Nisa pun pergi lah bersembang dengan dia, after dia bersembang dengan Yeji. Memang aku nampak lah Nisa je yang banyak tanya soalan, si KeunA tu banyak mengiyakan je. Kitorang ada berhenti sekali. I went out to the toilet, memang sejuk lah kat luar. Of course Jepun terkenal dengan toilet dia yang ‘special’ haha. Luckily I can read a bit of Japanese, so tahu lah mana nak tekan for flush and all. Kang tersalah tekan, pi keluar air pancut lak, tak pasal pasal aku basah. Air paip kat toilet pun rasa macam Ya Allah tak boleh tahan lah sejuk dia. Bila dah masuk bas balik, tak lama lepas tu KeunA tukar seat. よかった (yokatta), aku lagi suka being alone daripada being ignored. KeunA duduk somewhere else yang dia nak be alone. Aku pun bila dah alone, apa lagi, tidur kejap lah sebab penat kot jet lag. Ceh gitu. Pukul 1.37 PM sampai dah di Matsuyama-machi, Nagasaki Prefecture. Kalau kita Malaysia ni, negeri-negeri tu panggil state kan. Kat Jepun diorang panggil prefecture. Dalam Bahasa Melayu, panggil wilayah lah kot. Kalau China pula panggil province or daerah dalam Bahasa Melayu nya. Ceh tetiba lak.

OK sambung. Setibanya di Matsuyama-machi, kitorang dijemput oleh Obaさん and other staff dan dibawa ke Nagasaki National Peace Memorial Hall around 2 PM. Pastu kitorang ke meeting room dalam tempat hall tu, and had our first lunch. The food was three onigiris, omelette, fried fish (macam fish and chips, excluding the chips) narutomaki or naruto, tempura, and veggies plus Japanese green tea. Sana memang banyak minum Japanese green tea je lol. おいしかったです!Memang kenyang lah weh. それから, lepas tu, kitorang pun had our first briefing. Obaさん explained to us pasal project dan aktiviti apa yang akan dilakukan sepanjang lawatan kitorang semua di sini. Selesai briefing, tamat sudah lah aktiviti untuk hari itu. Kitorang pun dibawa ke hotel untuk check-in. Masa ni cuma ada Korea and Malaysia delegation je. China tak ada lagi. Bila dah sampai hotel memang ahhhhh, lega lah boleh rest dah. Setiap orang satu bilik. Unpack beg apa semua then kemas barang. But before that Dr. Asmadi and Dr. Nasrudin ada kasi rules to follow. Typical stuff like jangan buat bising and all, but yang first time aku dengar is, jangan basah kan lantai dekat toilet. Get it? OK, let me explain. So, dalam satu bilik akan ada ‘tiga ruang’. Ruang pertama, memang ruang bilik lah. Ruang kedua, ruang toilet. Haa kat sini lah ruang yang tak boleh basah. Ruang ni ada sinki, dan tandas. Lantai dia kat sini macam wooden sikit so if basah takut mengalir ke floor bawah, and orang bawah pula akan bising. Reason kenapa kayu sebab Japan kan memang prone to earthquake, so if that disaster ever happen, dia macam mengurangkan lah impak roboh tu. Imagine if concrete jatuh atas kita, for sure mati. If kayu mungkin kurangkan sikit lah kot chance tu. At least that’s what Dr. Asmadi told me. For the last ruang is, ruang bilik air.

Selesai mandi apa semua, I put on my robe and relax kejap. Usya juga lah TV saje tengok channel Jepun macam mana hahaha. At first WiFi tak ada, so I had to go to the lobby and ask for a satu benda kecik ni lah, I guess that’s the WiFi portable. Waktu malam kitorang pergi ke みらい長崎 COCOWALK or Mirai Nagasaki Cocowalk. It’s a shopping mall with a Ferris Wheel on top of it. Saje masuk dalam mall tu, tengok apa ada ke kan. I was gonna buy a new belt sebab my belt masa tu dah rabak sangat dah, tapi macam tak rasa nak beli. Until now, to this day tengah write post blog ni pun masih tak beli new belt lagi hahaha. So masuk lah ke Uniqlo, ke Arcade, just window shopping je. Except Gan, dia beli lah few grocery stuff untuk dia nak makan dalam bilik dia. Gan tak ada masalah makanan since he’s a Buddhist, except he can’t eat beef. That’s part of his religion diet. Selesai jalan di Cocowalk, balik hotel, and tidur. Sebab esok pagi ada aktiviti lain pula.

Taken around 4:40 AM (not sure ikut time mana).

Taken around 5:39 AM.

Yeay sampai!

Everyone were waiting for bus untuk ke Nagasaki.

With Korean delegation.

After a long day, I'm tired! Let's go to sleep!
Feeling sexy konon!


2017年02月03日

OK, kitorang semua bangun awal pagi. Dr. Asmadi and Dr. Nasrudin ada warn dah malam sebelum tu, kena be punctual sebab 日本人 (Nihonjin) are very punctual. Diorang sangat lah pentingkan masa. Aku pukul 6.30 AM mandi dah. Lain pun ada yang mandi, ada yang tak (meaning dia dah mandi siap siap malam tu sebelum tidur) sebab winter kan, sejuk. Aku sempat mandi hehehe. Of course lah kitorang mandi air panas, not air sejuk, that’s impossible sebab air dia too cold sampai boleh kebas kalau kena lama-lama. 6.30 AM, Dr. Asmadi WhatsApp kat group kata breakfast diorang dah prepare dah so siapa nak breakfast boleh turun makan lah. We all had our breakfast at 8 AM sebab 8.30 AM dah kena berkumpul dah and 8.50 PM dah kena bergerak ke Nagasaki National Peace Memorial Hall. Pukul 9 PM sampai lah di meeting room, and waktu tu cukup lah semua delegations; Malaysia, Korea, and China. Kitorang introduce ourselves.

I introduced myself in four languages; Malay, Japanese, Korean, and Chinese (Putonghua/Mandarin) which I made a mistake. Instead of saying 大家好 (dàjiā hǎo / Hello everyone!”), I said 你好 (nĭ hăo / How are you?). Beza dia, the second one tu more to one-on-one punya greetings, rather than everyone. Malu sikit kat situ lol. Masa ni kitorang pun berkenalan lah dengan Chinese delegation.

Chinese delegation were:
  1. Dr. Liu Mingli
  2. Wang Runzi @ Runzi
  3. Ma Jie @ Ma
  4. Chen Xue Lian
  5. Li Tianyi
Anyway, Obaさん bagi briefing sikit, pastu perkenalkan staff yang will help us untuk sepanjang lawatan kitorang ke Jepun ni. Selesai briefing, Chinese delegation ada briefing sikit dengan Obaさん. So while waiting for them kitorang pergi satu tempat ni untuk write our peace messages. Write digitally lah, kena draw lah apa bagai. Habis tu je, kitorang semua pergi ke Atomic Bomb Museum and our tour guide was Mutsukoさん. She’s a very fluent English speaker, but still ada lagi Japanese accent tu haha. Dia bawa pusing satu museum while providing informations. Habis je lawatan museum, kitorang pun lunch. Habis lunch, kitorang ada sesi lecture or sharing session by Michiko Harada or Haradaさん, dia ni 被爆者 (hibakusha) ataupun mangsa pengeboman atom. So dia cerita lah pengalaman dia, dalam Bahasa Jepun, dibantu oleh Dr. Lee (interpreter Bahasa Korea) dan Dr. Asmadi (interpreter Bahasa Melayu). Aku tak tahu kenapa Chinese delegation tak ada interpreter. Habis je sharing session bersama 被爆者 (hibakusha), ada Q&A sikit which Malaysian delegation yang banyak participate hahaha. Finished with that activity, kitorang pun sambung lagi lawatan, tapi this time ke luar pula.

Mutsukoさん bawa kitorang ke Peace Park, Hypocenter Park and other historical places. Yang kelakarnya, Mutsukoさん ni tengah busy explain, masing-masing busy bergambar. Tak lah semua bergambar terus ignore dia, contohnya macam masa Mutsukoさん tengah explain, haaa kalau time tu Nisa yang tengah dengar, yang lain semua pergi bergambar, Nisa lah kesian kena duk melayan Mutsukoさん bercerita hahaha. Gilir-gilir lah orang kena macam tu, kadang aku kena, kadang Shawal hahaha. Habis je lawatan ni, kitorang balik ke hotel. Only sekejap je, sebab lepas tu nak keluar. Kitorang decided to go to Chinatown. Asalnya, Chinatown nak pergi hari lain tapi dapat tahu weather forecast kata haritu akan hujan so takut tak syok pula pergi time hujan, kitorang pun pergi lah waktu petang dalam 5.30 PM macam tu. Tu pun waktu camtu dah macam nak Maghrib sikit dah. So kitorang pun naik tram lah, harganya 120 yen, sekali naik. Murah juga lah. So kitorang naik daripada station No. 19, Matsuyama-machi ke station No. 31, Tsuki-machi. Sampai di Tsuki-machi, kena jalan sikit then sampai lah di Chinatown. Memang rezeki pula datang time Chinese New Year, so ada Chinese Lantern Festival. It was sooooo amazing. Ada persembahan apa semua, banyak food stall (confirm tak halal). Habis je pusing-pusing di Chinatown, pergi ke Megane-bashi pula. BY FOOT. Jauh weh, tapi takpe kena tahan sikit, bukan selalu nak berjalan-jalan kat Jepun ni. Habis je berjalan apa semua daripada petang sampai ke malam, balik hotel and tidur!

Me writing/drawing the peace message.

I tried...

Selfie with Gam Chan right after we finished writing/drawing
our peace messages.

The simulator that showed how the bombing happened.



Right after we finished our first lawatan inside the museum.


Lunch!

Sharing session with Haradaさん, the hibakusha. 

Setelah selesai sesi.
Sempat curi-curi selfie masa Mutsukoさん tengah busy
jalan kat depan.

Alia and I.

Masa ni Nisa macam serba salah sebab kitorang
busy sangat curi-curi selfie haha.

Mutsukoさん said kat sini kalau Spring memang cantik
sebab bunga sakura semua ada.

At Nagasaki Hypocenter Park.

Belakang kitorang tu bunga-bunga actually and it's beautiful
but you can't really see.

Nagasaki Peace Park!

Saje tangkap, sebab I enjoy this scenery? Lel.

Pastu ada neko tiba-tiba datang.

Masa ni Shawal asyik making fun of me
behind camera, tu giggle teruk tu.

Taken right after dah habis lawatan
with Mutsukoさん.

At night we went to Chinatown!

Kinda remind me of Journey to the West, or
memang statue ni pasal tu pun?

Dekat Chinatown street but we couldn't buy any food lol.

Masa ni ada persembahan.

Ni on the way to Megane-bashi.

Kat sini break jap sebab kaki sakit haha.

Me, Shawal, Nisa, and Gan.

Shawal lah jadi model untuk tunjuk Megane-bashi ni macam
mana sebab masa ni me, and Nisa dekat other side of the
bridge. Sadly, tak ada pun gambar semua orang kat sini.


2017年02月04日

Okay yang ni I woke up at 2.30 AM something sebab lepas balik daripada jalan-jalan di Chinatown and Megane-bashi tu, bila baring atas katil terus tertidur. Like betul-betul tertidur terus. Buka kasut, baring jap, poof terus lelap sebab I was too tired. So bila dah bangun tu, tekak rasa kering gila. Pergi lah minum air, then prepare air panas dalam bathtub nak mandi. Habis mandi, dah fresh apa semua, kena prepare something pula. OK masa briefing hari semalam, Malaysian delegation kena hantar wakil sorang untuk present pasal Halal food. My group members picked me. So apa lagi, prepare lah points. I prepared points dalam two pages je lah. Tak go deep sangat, just cakap pasal Halal tu apa, Haram tu apa etc. Dah selesai prepare points plus rehearse a bit, siap siap lah nak breakfast. Lepas breakfast terus ke Nagasaki National Peace Memorial Hall. We were greeted by Kwassui High School students. Ni girls’ high school. Dah jumpa diorang tu, diorang divided us ikut groups.

I got into Group B which consisted of:
  1. Nose Maika @ Mai-T @ Maika
  2. Miyata Nozomi @ Non
  3. Terai Yuuna @ Yuna
  4. Taguchi Mizuki @ Mizuki
  5. Nakamura Suzuka @ Suzu
  6. Koh Yo Han @ Yohan (Korea)
  7. Muhammad Faiz @ (ファイズ)or Faizu (Malaysia)
Bila masing masing dah duduk ikut group, kitorang pun main ice-breaking. It was more of a game lah. Game dia macam ni, cards of flags diletak on the floor. After that, each groups kena hantar wakil sorang, duduk lah keliling flags tu. Then the emcee akan sebut nama negara, then wakil yang dihantar tu kena cepat-cepat rebut flag mana yang dia sebut tu. Once dah dapat, switch with other group members sampai lah flags tu habis. The group with the most flags will win. Guess who won? MY GROUP, BITCH. Hahaha, luckily the countries that I got were the easy ones. Once dia sebut terus cepat-cepat grab, so switching group members tu jadi cepat. Selesai that game, the Japanese students pun buat lah presentation. They read out 振袖の処女 or Furisode no Shojo; a story about Chikako and Minako, the 被爆者. After that, semua orang akan keluar with their own groups. The 高校生 (koukousei) or high-school student akan bawak kitorang pergi jalan-jalan first so we went to Cocowalk. Lol I went there already but okay this time with new friends. Masa keluar ni, banyak bersembang with Yohan lah. He was very talkative. He speaks a little bit of Japanese too, just like me.

When we arrived at Cocowalk, we went to Arcade. Actually me and Yohan suggested to naik Ferris Wheel dekat Cocowalk tu but the students said it’s too expensive. The price was 500 yen tho… so I don’t know lah if price tu really mahal for Japanese. I think mahal for high-school students kot, entah lah. So yeah tak pergi situ, pergi ke Arcade. We split into two sebab nak masuk Purikura. Habis je bergambar dekat Purikura, we went to snack shops. I bought something like biskut kuih bangkit lah, just because. Lepas ke snack shops we went to this Halal Indian-food restaurant called, BISHNU. The food yang dah booked was chicken curry rice with kebab and butter naan. Kat sini yang jadi kes ni. Me and my Malay friends semua macam doubt the Halal status although I think I shouldn’t have felt that sebab it was a Halal restaurant. Chef dia pun Saudi Arabian. Tapi bila kawan Melayu lain semua macam doubt to eat the food, aku pun ikut sama lah. So dalam first 10-15 minutes, we Malays didn’t eat the food, except drink the plain water and lassi. Gan tak ada masalah nak makan, so dia makan dulu. Kat restaurant ni, us Malays dah sah-sah separated sebab duduk ikut group masing-masing. Dr. Nasrudin and Dr. Asmadi pula tak datang lagi. So aku tengok je lah orang makan, and I had to pretend main phone. Then 先生 (sensei) kepada 高校生 (koukousei) datang kat aku, tanya our 先生 (sensei) will come or not which I replied I’m not sure. 先生 (sensei) dia kata if tak datang dia nak bungkus the food or bagi to others untuk habiskan. In the end, our 先生 (sensei) memang tak datang so the food tu diberi ke orang lain. I still didn’t eat the food though at that time, until Chinese delegation punya 先生 (sensei), Liu先生 perasan. Dia pun sort of discuss with Lee先生, then bagitahu 高校生の先生 (koukousei no sensei) or guru sekolah tu. Diorang punya lah convince us the food was Halal and I was like nodding. Diorang suruh kitorang makan juga lah, tapi kitorang macam still doubt. Sekali dia panggil chef keluar, chef pergi kat kitorang one-by-one, bagitahu yang food dia halal, dia pun Muslim. Bila dia kata camtu baru aku confident sikit nak makan. Before makan aku apologize first dekat semua yang duduk semeja dengan aku, I said,
「ごめんなさい!めんどくさいね~」“Gomennasai, mendokusai ne~” or “I’m sorry, menyusahkan je.”

Then baca Bismillah, いただきます。Tu pun aku makan sikit je sebab tak fully trust the food. I didn’t finish the food though. Tak kenyang mana pun sebab memang tak berselera sangat nak makan makanan tu. Habis lunch, 高校生 (koukousei) brought us ke other historical places. Masa ni cuaca dah mula hujan renyai-renyai. Actually, hari ni memang weather dia cloudy pun, dia macam tak berapa nak sunny sangat. OK, selesai je pergi tempat-tempat yang diorang bawak kitorang tu, pulang balik ke Nagasaki National Peace Memorial Hall untuk next activity. The next activity was a group discussion. What we did was, we pinpointed the interesting places in Nagasaki. Lepas tu present dekat other groups. It was… sort of a disaster. Everyone lah, sebab presentation dia macam tak nampak apa exactly nak dibentangkan. Semua just cakap topic random je. Masa part aku present, aku present dalam banyak tempat kat Nagasaki ni, Chinatown was one of my favourites sebab ada percampuran budaya di situ etc. After we’re done with that at 5 PM, kitorang balik ke hotel. Bila dah balik hotel, rehat kejap je then… haaa kat sini lah kitorang practice Joget Melayu. Asalnya nak practice dekat Suvarnhabumi Airport tapi tak banyak masa. So dalam pukul 6 PM kitorang semua practice joget depan bilik je, dekat hallway floor kitorang. Haa kat sini nak bagitahu why kitorang kena perform Joget Melayu. Sebab pada keesokan harinya akan ada dinner di ひかりのレストラン (Hikari no Resutoran) located on top of Inasayama ataupun Mount Inasa. Semua delegations akan bawa persembahan diorang sendiri so kitorang nak bawa Joget Melayu lah as our performance. OK selesai practice, just tawakkal je lah untuk persembahan esok. Lepas selesai practice menari, kitorang berkumpul kejap dalam bilik Shawal untuk settlekan pasal slide. So bincang itu bincang ini, practice present sikit, then habis. OK, esok akan ada presentation, dan juga persembahan masa dinner. Dua ni benda paling kitorang nervous sekali.

Koukousei preparing their activities.

Me, presenting about Halal food.

Yeji busy cutting our Purikura photos.

Maika, and I. She was such a very energetic girl.

One of the Purikura photos.

Lunch at BISHNU.

Here's the food.

One-legged Torii.

Alia and his group members.

In front of the tree yang known for it's damages lepas kena
atomic bomb.

My group and I on our way to the next location.

Chikako and Minako statue. The last stop
for our lawatan that afternoon.

Group activities.

My group's name, awwwh!

The pinpoints in our hand-drawn Nagasaki map.

Selfie with Yohan right after we finished with
our group activities.


2017年02月05日

Alright, hari ni merupakan hari penutup bagi program “Asian Youth Peace Networking Project”. Bangun awal, terus siap-siap pakai baju formal untuk presentation later on. Hari ni weather special sikit; hujan. Hujan, in winter, bayang lah sejuk dia macam mana. So hari ni kitorang buat field work, or lawatan je lah senang cerita. Hari ni banyak berjalan dalam hujan. Of course bawa 傘 (kasa) or payung lol. According to Dr. Asmadi, weather kat Japan ni perangai dia lain macam sikit. Contohnya kalau haritu diramal hujan, maka ia akan hujan sepanjang satu hari tu, or dalam satu tempoh yang lama. Tak macam kat Malaysia, hujan beberapa jam je. Memang betul pun, masa hari ni, hujan dia berterusan dari pagi sampai petang. Nak dekat Maghrib sikit tu baru lah dia berhenti. Anyway, lepas habis berjalan jauh, tiba lah waktu lunch. Waktu lunch pun just beli barang dekat grocery store je. Then makan dekat Nagasaki National Peace Memorial Hall. Habis lunch, it is time for presentation. Memang nervous juga lah, tapi I was kind of excited to present. Giliran presentation dia was like this; Japan, China, Korea, and Malaysia.

So, presentation from China delegation was conducted in two languages; Chinese, and Japanese. Xue Lian was the interpreter in Japanese language. Masa akhir presentation daripada China delegation, Gan asked a question. Macam biasa, Malaysian delegation banyak ask questions during Q&A session haha. Funny thing nya, Gan’s question was so… I wouldn’t say difficult, but very membuka minda lah. At first, soalan tu cuba dijawab oleh Runzi, but he stuttered during answering it. Maybe dia ada masalah nak explain jawapan dia in English kot. Then, group member yang lain jawab. Her name is… Li Tianyi. So she answered the question for Runzi. Next is, Korean delegation. Presented by Gam Chan and Yohan. This time, my turn pula ask question. I still remember, I asked them what did they do to promote world peace in their country. Gam Chan was the one to answer it and it almost made me laugh, no offense. I’m not making fun of him but, he said that he fed cats, he collected trash if he saw one in the streets. Sure, that’s a noble thing to do, but it… didn’t really give an impact. But it’s okay, at least he tried to answer it hehe. Finally, datang lah our turn to present. Our presentation disudahi dengan video, edited by Shawal. The audience were so impressed with the editing. I’m so proud of his work! During Q&A session, ada audience tanya, how we cope with the racial differences in Malaysia. I was the one to answer it and I explained to them about “1Malaysia”, a slogan that every Malaysian keeps in their heart.

Selesai presentation semua delegation, pergi ke aktiviti seterusnya pula. We did two sessions of group discussion, in our own group lah. Me with my Group B. So we discussed about, is this world peaceful or not, if yes why, if no why bla bla bla stuff like that. Habis je group discussion, semua prepare untuk pergi dinner di ひかりのレストラン di Inasayama or Mount Inasa. Malaysia delegation terus ke toilet and tukar to baju tradisional Melayu since we will be performing Joget Melayu. After tukar baju, semua berkerumun tengok our outfit hahaha. Before gerak ke Mount Inasa, we took a final picture first. So we went there by bus, and once we arrived there it was so cold and windy. Kitorang semua bukan pakai baju tebal, Baju Melayu and Baju Kurung/Kebaya je kot! Memang freezing af.

Masa dinner tu memang sedap lah, it was a buffet. Dr. Asmadi tak join, sakit katanya. Dr. Nasrudin je yang join and he told us that kat mana-mana dulang yang ada white sticker tu, non-Halal sebab ada pork. So I took stuff like salmon, potato wedges, and omelette. Banyak lagi benda sedap but non-Halal kan. Alcoholic drinks pun disediakan, but Gan je lah yang boleh minum among us. Lepas ucapan, perasmian, kitorang pun makan. Tak lama lepas tu mula lah waktu persembahan. Japanese tak buat persembahan, but instead they did quizzes. Siapa jawab, dapat little gift. Lepas Jepun, turn kitorang. So kitorang menari lah, I was in the most front. Tak banyak spaces sangat to dance. Since I was in the front, I couldn’t see if my group members kat belakang tu menari betul ke tak. Lantak kau lah, janji aku yang menari okay hahaha. Kitorang panggil audience juga which was Runzi, Maika, and siapa tah lagi sorang. Habis our persembahan, ada this one Japanese man datang. He said our dance was fun and kind of easy, he wished he would have joined us during the performance. Then turn China pula, and diorang buat tarian dengan nyanyi lagu Chinese. Xue Lian was the one to dance and after they did that, they sang a song, in Chinese, beramai-ramai. Korea was the last to perform and they all did taekwondo, except KeunA. After that panggil audience pula naik atas untuk turut serta buat taekwondo. Semua trolled aku by chanting my name suruh naik atas pentas and so I did haha. It was so awkward! Habis je taekwondo, Korean sing the Arirang Song. We all sang together. Then ada ucapan penutup. Lepas ucapan penutup, ada masa sikit untuk selfie semua. Yang Malaysia delegation terus ambil our souvenir, then bagi dekat all delegations, except Japanese lah since they were too many. Then lepas tu cepat cepat kitorang ke top of Inasayama untuk bergambar. It was soooooooooooooooo windy weh! Rasa nak terbang kena tiup angin, bahaya pun ada juga, plus sejuk gila. Lepas tu balik lah and masa balik ni ada cerita kelakar. Masa our bus passed the Cocowalk, we saw Dr. Asmadi walking there, on the street, chewing something. うそつけ! Penipu betul hahaha! Sampai je near station Matsuyama-machi, we told Dr. Nasrudin that we saw Dr. Asmadi.

Dr. Nasrudin was like,
“Dah agak dah! Dia bagitahu saya dengan Lee先生 yang dia selsema. Kat Liu先生 pula dia kata dia batuk-batuk. Saya kenal dah dia tu camne.”

Hahaha, lepas tu 先生たち (senseitachi) semua pergi keluar sesama diorang. We waved goodbye to the Kwassui High School students, we thanked them for spending time with us. Then semua delegation pi balik hotel. Sampai je kat hotel, aku mandi and all pastu terus terjun atas katil. Penat, nak tidoq. It was a very long, fun day.

It was raining that day so kena bawa payung!

Fefeeling koukousei sikit hehe. Lagi best
kalau dapat pakai gakuran lol.

Us during our presentation.

After we're done with our final group activity.
Top row: Ma Jie, Mizuki, Nozomi, Maika, Yeji,
Yuuna, and Suzu.
Bottom row: Yohan, and I.

Yohan instructing us to do the classic 'look-over-there' pose.

Tak cukup pose tadi, suruh lompat pula LOL.

*Poor quality*
Photos with everyone before we head to Mount Inasa.

Inside the bus on our way to Mount Inasa.

Taken at 6:08 PM.

Dr. Nasrudin giving his speech.

This is what I ate that night. Tu pun dah rasa
kenyang sampai tak mampu nak habiskan the fruits
dalam bowl tu.

The view at 8.37 PM.

From left: Gan, Shawal, Alia, Nisa, and I.

Nisa, and I were too busy enjoying the show lol.

Us opening for the Joget Melayu.

China delegation singing together.

Korean delegation and their
taekwondo performance.

Korean delegation singing Arirang.

2017年02月06日

Hari ni supposed to be hari dimana kitorang pergi ke historical places, on our own untuk kumpul bahan for our report later on. Yep, kitorang kena buat report. But kitorang guna kan hari ni untuk berjalan-jalan disekitar bandar Nagasaki. After breakfast kitorang semua berkumpul di lobby lah, but bila nak gerak tu, China delegation punya 先生 (sensei) datang kat kitorang. Dia tanya nak kemana and seolah-olah memaksa kitorang keluar sama-sama dengan diorang. The thing is, kitorang dah pergi most of the places yang diorang nak pergi tu. Akhirnya, tak pasal-pasal kitorang terpaksa berpecah. Gan follow diorang, so kitorang semua jadi empat orang Melayu. Alright, takpe lah nak buat macam mana. Kitorang pun mulakan perjalanan. OK, before this Obaさん gave us 9000円 and an all-day bus pass. 9000円 tu untuk makan actually, but aku makan sikit je so the balance tu boleh guna untuk this trip. The pass pula, we used it to travel satu bandar Nagasaki via tram. Tak ada lah kitorang cover each metres in Nagasaki, just pergi ke tempat yang must visit je lah. Plan asalnya, nak pergi Gunkanjima, tetapi weather hari ni memang strong wind. So amat bahaya kalau nak ke pulau tu.

First place we went was 日本二十六聖人 (Nihon Nijuuroku Seijin) or Twenty-Six Martyrs of Japan. Tempat ni tak visit lama pun, kejap je. Followed by 崇福寺 (Sōfuku-ji) or Sofukuji Temple. Cost nak masuk was 150円 ke 130円, tak ingat but we get in dengan harga high-school punya LOL. Sini we really enjoyed the architecture, sangat cantik. Lepas tu kitorang pergi ke 丸山公園 (Maruyama Kouen) or Maruyama Park. Kat situ kitorang lepak makan sat, memang doves datang juga lah bila nampak kitorang makan. I bought few onigiris from nearby grocery store. Dah rest kat situ kitorang moved to the next place, which is グラバー園 (Gurabaaen) or Glover Garden! The price to get in was 600円. This place was superb! We were blessed with nice views here. One of my favourite places in Nagasaki, other than Mount Inasa. Then pergi ke Nagasaki Port, kat sini memang merasa gila angin kuat sampai badan dah reach limit dah untuk tahan sejuk. Sempat juga lah lepak di park berdekatan, makan kerepek jap. Yep, kerepek haha. After that pergi ke last place which was, 長崎県営野球場 (Nagasaki Kenei Yakyuu Jou) or Nagasaki Baseball Stadium. Pergi ke sini pun sebab Shawal memang nak sangat ke sini. Kat sini kitorang semua dah memang sejuk gila. Actually semua tempat sejuk, but bila kitorang sampai sini, limit kitorang nak tahan sejuk tu memang dah makin kurang dah. Macam dah tak boleh nak tahan dah. Habis visit stadium tu, pergi ke places nearby juga. We went to school nearby, and bookshop. I bought mangas and few stuff lah kat situ. Then kitorang balik lah, semua memang dah tak larat dah nak jalan-jalan.

Before gerak, OOTD first haha!

On our way to Sofukuji Temple.

Luckily there were two kimono girls, so ajak bergambar lah
sekali hehe.

Inside the temple.

Discussing the next place we want
to go.


"Korang stop kejap kat situ, macam nice je tangkap gambar
macam ni." - Alia



I don't remember statue ni siapa. But it's in Matsuyama Park. 

At Matsuyama Park.

Glover Garden, tapi before masuk tu banyak omiyage shops.

Inori no Oka Picture Book Museum.

The gate was closed, selfie kat luar je lah.

Inside the Glover Garden!

View from Glover Garden.

Ceh pose macam menunggu kekasih pulang daripada perang.

At the top of Glover Garden.

Feeding the fishes.


I don't remember whose house is this, but atas ni windy gila!

Inside was a little bit warm, thank God.

I think this is the Thomas Blake Glover house, kot.

Me in front of the house.

At Nagasaki Port.


Masa ni semua memang dah almost reach limit tahan sejuk.

Hehe look at the manga that I bought!


2017年02月07日

Haaa hari ni memang hari betul-betul purpose dia untuk travel, dan hari terakhir untuk spend time in Nagasaki. Plan hari ni was to go to 端島 (Hashima) or Hashima Island, but commonly known as 軍艦島 (Gunkanjima) or Battleship Island. Hari ni weather just nice, so plan besar memang untuk visit this place lah. Firstly, we went to Dejima Wharf untuk beli ticket, which costed us 4000円. Tapi kitorang kena tunggu until 12.30 PM for the cruise so while waiting for that, kitorang berjalan-jalan di sekitar Dejima Port. Hari ni ada one of the China delegation joined us, Runzi! Masa tengah lepak macam-macam lah bersembang. We also let him tasted some of our kerepeks like muruku, and rempeyek. He loved it, he even asked me to export those foods to him hahaha. Masa melepak tu kitorang duduk bersila, then dia asked how kitorang boleh duduk macam tu, which made me terfikir eh duduk bersila ni memang adab orang Malaysia je ke apa haha. We asked him to duduk bersila but dia macam ada masalah doing that haha. I think bersila is not exclusive to Malaysia only; it’s common in Asian countries, kot. At 12.30 PM, kitorang pun naik cruise, but masa naik cruise tu we saw Yohan! Maka ajak lah dia sit together with us, and jadi lah lepak with semua delegations. Perjalanan ke Gunkanjima took 40 minutes, masa on the way ada explanation lah by the cruise captain tapi all in Japanese so I didn’t understand most of it lol. Sampai je kat situ kitorang kena follow this old tour guide. He barely speaks English.

Words yang dia speak pun one-by-one. For example,
“Here. Shower. There, pachinko. There, cinema.”

His Japanese accent was so thick we have trouble understanding him. Sometimes dia ada cakap Japanese, I can understand a little bit lah sampai ada tourist from Hong Kong asked me what did the old man say. Pastu dia surprised that I was able to understand Japanese which I replied by saying,
“I can, but only a little.”

To be honest, tak puas pun ke Gunkanjima ni sebab kitorang tak boleh nak masuk banyak tempat sangat, only tengok within the pagar je. Dia ada pagar dalam tempat ni, so kitorang view within that area je lah. Memang tak puas. Lawatan ke Gunkanjima finished at 3.30 PM, masa tu sampai Dejima Port balik dah. Then kitorang pergi ke tram station yang berdekatan then decide lah nak pergi ke mana. Masa tu tram dah sampai and Yohan naik first, but we all were unsure nak pergi ke mana. We discussed while Yohan dekat pintu tram tu then tiba-tiba pintu tutup, and so we separated from Yohan. We went to Glover Garden balik sebab Gan never been there. Kat sini kitorang pergi 祈りの丘絵本美術館 (Inori no Oka Ehon Bijuutsukan) or Inori no Oka Picture Book Museum. Semalam gate dia tak bukak so we took pictures from outside je lah. Now dah bukak kitorang bergambar lah kat dalam tapi tak masuk lah the museum, just the entrance. Glover Garden pun tak masuk dalam juga, just visit area luar je. Sempat lah tangkap gambar sunset dekat situ, kiranya macam last chance lah to spend time in Nagasaki. Habis je ke Glover Garden, naik tram and balik hotel. Tapi masa naik tram tu I saw Suzuさん masa dekat Matsuyama-machi station but sadly I was gonna turun there untuk balik ke hotel.

She saw me from outside so she waved and I was like,
「Suzuさん!!」

Then bila dia masuk, aku pun turun and said,
「さよなら。」”Sayonara.”

At night kitorang keluar lagi, just jalan-jalan untuk kali terakhirnya di Nagasaki. Tapi yang keluar only the Malays lah. Memang rasa macam sedih sikit nak tinggalkan Nagasaki. Selesai ambil angin, balik ke hotel and mula packing untuk balik ke Malaysia esok harinya.

おはようございます!View from my
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Lepak somewhere in Dejima Port first while waiting
for the cruise.

Runzi joined us that day!

Ticket dah dapat,
about to naik the cruise!

Before naik, let's take a selfie!

Arrived at Gunkanjima! 


While the tour guide giving explanation, kitorang sempat
curi-curi bergambar kejap haha.




Naik cruise nak balik ke Dejima Port. 



We all were so tired, we fell asleep masa on the way
nak balik ke port.

Each person got a certificate for visiting Gunkanjima!



Inori no Oka Picture Book Museum
punya gate dah open but we masuk just to
bergambar je.

Sunset.

I'm gonna miss you so much Nagasaki!

Last night in Nagasaki. Went to the park, somewhere,
with Alia, Nisa and Shawal.

Masa on the way balik hotel from
jalan-jalan, Nisa cakap dia pernah
beli this milk and dia kata sedap. So I
gave it a try lah. It was good indeed!


2017年02月08日(最後の日 @ Saigo no Hi)or Last Day.

Awwwhhhh hari pulang ke Malaysia weh! Dah packing apa semua, dalam 7.10 AM gerak ke バス停 (basutei) or bus stop berdekatan untuk naik bas ke Fukuoka Airport. On the way to airport tak buat apa pun, just dengar lagu while tengok sceneries dekat luar. Memang enjoying the last views of Nagasaki. Pastu ada satu moment tu, Arashi no Ato De by Galileo Galilei was playing so I was like damn what a perfect song for a perfect moment. Rasa emotional sikit lah. Sampai je dekat airport memang terus check-in. Pastu bergambar dengan siapa entah, I don’t remember him actually. Tak pernah pun dia introduce himself to us, I think he’s like the person yang macam akan send us home lah. Dah bypass immigration, I bought カステラ or Kasutera/Castella untuk bawa kat rumah. It’s a cake, made of egg lah something like that. Memang sedap lah Kasutera ni, if ada rezeki memang nak beli lagi! Then we departed from Fukuoka Airport at 11.40 AM and at 3.40 PM Thailand time, sampai di Suvarnhabumi Airport. Time ni memang rushing gila sebab at 4.45 PM dah kena depart dah. So memang lari terus once dah turun from plane. 4.45 PM departed from Bangkok and arrived at KLIA at 7.55 PM Malaysia time. Masa sampai I was kinda shocked with our immigration staff sebab diorang tak check apa pun. Macam eh serious lah macam tu je kau bagi kitorang lepas? Anyway, my group members and me semua macam sembang-sembang sikit. Like lega lah finally the project dah habis dengan jayanya and we safely arrived at Malaysia. I really enjoyed going to Japan with my group. I feel so happy to be given the opportunity untuk buat benda-benda camni. To my group members; Shawal, Nisa, Alia, and Gan. Thanks a lot! At first I was so afraid to be with you guys, but bila dah kat sana, we bonded. With Nisa I memang felt comfortable the most because she’s from Perak, and my parents are also from Perak. So I spoke a little bit of Perak Utara accent with her kat sana. She’s a funny person also. The other group members, pun have been so nice to me. To the new international friends, especially Runzi from China, and Yohan from Korea, thank you so much for being my new friend. I’m so happy to have new Japanese, Korean, and Mainland Chinese friends.

Then my parents dah sampai dekat airport, aku pun balik ke rumah. I had a great week. I really enjoyed this project, SO MUCH.

Waiting for the bus.

Goodbye Nagasaki, it's been fun.

Stop kejap. I still remember bus driver cakap,
「九時四分。」"Ku-ji yonpun." or 9:04 (AM).
Meaning that at that time bas akan gerak.

Bergambar for the last time in Japan before boarding.

Flying back to Malaysia~

OK sebagai penutup post ni, nak cerita few stuffs sikit pasal apa I like about Japan and what not lah.
  1. I like how clean their country is. Like diorang memang jenis pembersih, seriously VERY CLEAN lah Nagasaki tu. At least in the city I went lah, I rarely see ごみ箱 (gomi bako) or trash can. The only one I saw pun dekat Glover Garden. Tu pun satu je, near the ticket counter. Kat tepi vending machine memang ada trash can but that’s exclusively for tin can je. Even ada CCTV lagi untuk pantau orang buang sampah yang tak sepatutnya ke kan. I asked Mutsukoさん why tak ada tong sampah and she said if ada tong sampah nanti orang akan buang sampah bercampur-campur, then susah nak recycle. So what people usually do is diorang akan simpan sampah dalam beg diorang then bila balik rumah baru lah buang sampah kat rumah. In my case, balik hotel baru lah buang sampah. Ada pernah sekali lah macam menyusahkan sikit, masa the last day of the project, yang nak ke Mount Inasa tu haa time tu ada hal sikit. So time tu bag dah penuh with baju formal tau sebab kitorang semua dah tukar to traditional outfit. So my sampah tu memang dah tak tahu nak sumbat mana dah, nak balik hotel memang tak sempat, tong sampah tak ada. So I had to carry it with me hingga lah ke Mount Inasa tu. Then I had to ask orang yang guide us kat situ, “Is there any trash can here?” dia pun macam ada ke tak eh, mumbling in Japanese, luckily I can understand. Then dia ambil my sampah instead, dia kata biar dia buang kan. I was like awwwwhhh thanks! So tips dia, kat Japan always prepare extra bag for you to put sampah in there.
  2. How you get internet connection? Easy. In Japan, mostly ada WiFi. By WiFi I mean dia ada WiFi satu bandar. And most places memang offer WiFi, DENGAN SYARAT you download the Japan WiFi app. From there you connect to the WiFi lah.
  3. I like how systematic, organized, and punctual there are. Memang amazed gila lah. For example, traffic light. If nak cross jalan kan, if the symbol pedestrians to walk tu merah, and tak ada kereta, they will wait. Even jalan sunyi pun. Macam robot lah the way they obey the rules. Kalau kat Malaysia, asal tak ada jalan je lintas LOL. Other than that, punctuality. Yes, memang masa naik bus, if dia stop kat mana-mana ‘R&R’, dia kata by 9.04 am dah kena ada dalam bas, by 9.04 am tu lah semua dah kena ada dalam bas. Kalau tak dia akan tinggal. Memang at that exact time lah dia akan gerak. Sama juga macam ke Gunkanjima tu. Dalam schedule dia kata at 3.30 pm dah balik ke Dejima Port, memang 3.30 lah dia sampai. Impressive gila lah. Pastu situ banyak public transport and semuanya punctual. That’s why everything is so systematic. Semua orang boleh kemana-mana on time.
  4. Language. Kat sana memang I was surrounded by Japanese language. It’s important to know how to read Hiragana, Katakana, and basic Kanji in order to survive there. Even the citizens pun speak Japanese to me eventhough they know that I’m a foreigner. For the high school students, I noticed that they always carry an electric dictionary with them. So macam when I speak English and they recognized an unknown word that I say, they will quickly search that English word via their electric dictionary hahaha.
  5. This is not really related but ever since I came back to Malaysia, terpaksa buat Line (Japan), Kakao Talk (Korea), and Weixin/WeChat (China) untuk stay connected with my new friends haha.
Last but not least, shoutout to Mak dan Abah sebab izinkan Faiz pergi ke Japan, the country that I have always wanted to go since I was a kid lagi. Also, to Usop先輩, I also want to thank you a lot for what you have done. Without you, I don’t think I’d be able to go to Japan. Dr. Asmadi and Dr. Nasrudin too, thanks for giving me the opportunity! Gambar-gambar semua pula, credit to all my group members, and my new international friends hihi. That’s all. xx

P/S: It took me a around two weeks to post this on my blog. One week for procrastinating. One week for actually drafting the whole story. Because cerita panjang sangat, I had to divide. Satu hari karang hari pertama. Next day pula sambung hari kedua and bla bla ~

First Semester (Degree)

Hello, it’s around 5AM now (masa aku tulis ni lah) and aku terbangun pukul 3 lebih tadi. Lepas makan biskut sat, cuci muka, and put on Vietnam Mask on my face, tetiba rasa nak write new post pula while waiting for the mask to dry.

Alright, I’m gonna update you about my first semester experience as a Degree student at Universiti Malaya. Ni akan sum up all the experiences I had while in my first semester. Sekarang ni tengah study week, ramai orang balik, so Kinabalu memang tengah sunyi sangat. Tak にぎやか (lively) as usual. Jom start cerita!

So far, I’m not saying that I enjoy gila dekat UM ni, to the point of rasa macam “Wow memang syok gila study kat UM ni, the best thing ever!” No no, belum reach to that point lagi, it’s still too early for me to say that. Dia… okay okay je. Though I can say that, I’m surprised I've never had any bad experiences so far like kena kutuk dengan orang ke, (at least tidak secara serious, depan-depan or obvious), kena pulau because of my personality ke. I’m gonna sound very narcissistic saying this but, so far people enjoyed my existence and I’m pretty sure my loud and outgoing yet a bit introvert personality is one of those things yang buat orang comfortable with me, hee!

Aku boleh kata bila sambung Degree kat UM ni aku memang slowly keluar daripada comfort zone. I started to challenge myself more now, and becoming more positive as well. Self-esteem tidak lah naik daripada 0 ke 100, tapi dia macam 0 pastu naik 20 jap, pastu naik 49, pastu naik sikit 51, pastu turun balik 49. Dia sikit-sikit increase or decrease. But that’s good! Daripada dulu memang often 0 je, asyik malu, and rasa macam oh no I can’t do that, taknak lah let me just be quiet and ordinary, menyorok dekat corner. This time, no. I’m slowly showing myself to everyone, I want people to recognize, and acknowledge my existence, what I’m capable to do.

SERU Programme

This semester, I participated in lot of things. SERU Programme was one of them, which is a programme yang akan boost your soft skills such as communication, public speaking, critical thinking, socialising, and more. Bestnya about SERU ni is that I allow myself to socialise with different kinds of people. I joined it alone tanpa fikir macam eh join lah sebab kawan aku ada join so nanti ada geng. No, aku join tu alone and I MAKE NEW FRIENDS there, which I rarely do sebab I’m an introvert. First programme memang for first years, ada je kawan from the same KK but we didn’t end up in the same group so memang dapat group dengan strangers juga. Second programme, haa ni memang aku sendiri. Participant dia bukan first year je. Final year ada, postgraduate, and international students pun ada! Takde sorang pun aku kenal, well ada lah satu at least, dia sama group dengan aku masa first programme. Second programme ni I won something actually, sebab according to them, I was one of the most active participant hehe.

Discover SERU: Us during our first task,
menyempat lagi nak selfie LOL.

Right after we finished building our own 'Eiffel' inspired tower.

SERU Walking Tall: Taken right after Asyraf,
(right next to me in the picture) finished his presentation.

I had fun knowing these dudes!

Hehe, I won something!


Softball SUKMUM 2016

Oh, I join sports too. Tadi kat Facebook I saw Presiden KK post gambar, saying congrats to all the 8thletes. I was like yeah, but then terfikir, eh aku one of them too! Walaupun tak menang, definitely learned a lot from joining this. Also, dapat kenal kawan baru; widened my social connection. Haha I don’t really do sports you know but yeah I will join again next semester with better effort, if given the chance.

FESKEK 2016/2017

FESKEK or Festival Kebudayaan Kinabalu is a project under kolej, dia menganjurkan satu pertandingan tarian dan nyanyian di mana dia menggabungkan unsur Melayu, Cina, India, dan tarian kaum etnik daripada Sabah dan Sarawak. Projek ni projek mega, meaning dia ada lagi subprojek. FESKEK tu nama projek besar dia, subprojects dia pula adalah macam Pesta Seni Warisan Melayu, Pesta Kebudayaan Cina, Malam Aspirasi Borneo, dan Malam Deepam. Ada lah participation from UPSI, UKM, UiTM, UPM, and IPTS. This one I really… didn’t enjoy the most. Emphasis on didn’t enjoy, not dislike. Mostly because of the financial issue. For this semester I spend around RM60-RM70 to support this project. I felt like eee Biro Dana & Tajaan didn’t usaha hard enough ke, you guys should be able to find a sponsor, tak kira lah macam mana sekalipun. It’s your task, so you know, put your 200% effort into it! But then, it’s a big project, sebab venue pun DTC, dengan prizes nya lagi for the winners so of course involve banyak duit. But still… ada lah rasa a bit tak syok with the financial issue.

Anyway, my position in this project was as Biro Multimedia & Teknikal, so kitorang in charge of stuff like backstage, lighting, dan audio. Kitorang tulang belakang of the event lah – if we fucked up, the whole event fucked up. I did experience jaga lighting and audio during rehearsal, rehearsal je lah. Best juga! But during the real event, aku in charge of backstage je. Memang kelam kabut, lari sana sini nak pass mic, witness peserta pertandingan nervous, bawa props ke pentas semua haha lawak je bila fikir balik. Overall, out of 10 I give 3.5 lol. Due to lack of participation for aktiviti Melayu dan Cina, dia gabungkan kepada dua hari jadi Malam Apresiasi Nirmala dan Malam Deepam. First night tu memang more to Sabah dan Sarawak, Melayu aku rasa takde satu pun lol. I spent money bukan untuk subprojek aku sendiri, lol. Didn’t enjoy handling this project that much, honestly. Next semester projek ni still ongoing and pengarah projek required us to collect at least RM150 from each members which made me go like BUTO KAU LAH. I don’t know how to react to this bullshit, but I will, I will find my way to collect the money.

Those were the highlights lah, yang lain macam jadi group leader for TITAS, joined Japanese Skit & Speech Contest and actually won something, and emceeing an award event. I’m not a leader person you know, I’m more of a follower. Tapi bila jadi leader untuk satu group yang kau sendiri tak kenal sorang pun members dia, memang a challenge. But I think I suap them too much, next time I need to be more firm lah so that takde lah aku sorang je melebih buat kerja. Skit & Speech contest, for the skit we got 2nd Place and won RM300 which later we divided into RM100 each sebab group members tiga orang. It was fun lah. Emcee, sudah cerita kan.


Oh wow, it’s 6AM lebih now. Okay gotta solat Subuh and go back to sleep. At 9AM nak pergi main library for a study group. Okay, I gotta make sure that I'll get dean list for this semester, 頑張ってファイズ!

See ya, more stories to come! じゃね!

Me, as an Emcee?!


Who thought that I can't be an emcee? Well, myself!

So yesterday afternoon (28th November) I was chilling, waiting for the bus nak keluar from UM. ‘Til I received a call from Dr Asmadi, the Head Department of East Asian Studies.

He called, asked me to come to his office. When I came, Dr Asmadi said,
“Saya nak awak jadi emcee untuk JACTIM Foundation Support 2016 Award Giving Ceremony esok, Dr Rohayati yang recommend awak.”

I was really hesitant to be the emcee as I really, REALLY had no experience as an emcee. Buat report presentation pun suara dah terketaq, let alone be the emcee of a formal ceremony! So, I accepted the challenge. Then I got the text for the ceremony, Dr Rohayati prepare dah siap siap. Oh boi let me tell you, mata gua terbeliak masa tengok the guests.

Among the VIP guests were:
  1. Yang Berhormat Datuk Dr. Mary Yap Kain Ching, Timbalan Menteri Pendidikan Tinggi Malaysia.
  2. Yang Berbahagia Prof. Datuk Dr. Rohana Yusuf, Timbalan Naib Canselor Hal Ehwal Pelajar Universiti Malaya.
  3. Hajime Tokuda, Chairman of JACTIM International Culture Exchange, JACTIM Foundation.
  4. Hiroyuki Orikasa, Counsellor of The Embassy of Japan in Malaysia.
  5. Koichi Horikawa, Director of the Japan Foundation Kuala Lumpur.

and more.

Bila tengok name list of the VIP guests, I was like,
“Yo Faiz, you can’t f this up! Seriously, don’t you even dare!”

Then on that day supposed to ada rehearsal but I couldn’t make it due to personal reasons. So, when nak rehearse nya? Tomorrow lah (29th November), on the day of the event itself. Memang so last minute I tell you. So, the night before event, memang practice baca text betul betul. I even asked some tips from my senpai yang since dulu memang helpful, Farhan Layali. Thanks Paang!

Also dah lah pagi tu ada English Oral Test. So memang juggle lah, kejap read text, kejap read English notes for the test. I slept late of course. Pagi tu pergi test, after that terus pergi rehearsal kejap then came the moment I was afraid the most, the ceremony.

I was shaking, nervous, and kept thinking,
“Faiz, is this the right thing for you to do? Kau memang saje cari maut kan?”

Habis ceremony, I received positive feedbacks which made me very happy.
嬉しい!

Yang Berhormat Datuk complimented me, saying that I was ‘an eloquent MC’. Yang Berbahagia Prof. Datuk also said that, I was ‘fluent with the English’. Then, lastly, the Chairman of JACTIM Foundation said, while giving his business card to me,

「グッド エム・シー です。」(Guddo emushii desu!)

Thank you very much! Memang rasa motivated sangat. To some people, benda camni maybe nampak macam cikai je but hey, I tak pernah jadi emcee okay, bagi ah chance nak rasa bangga of my own achievement haha. I deserved to be proud of myself, I rarely feel this, as I, always feel hesitant of my own ability. I always think that I’m bad at almost everything. But this time, I challenged myself and I got through, successfully… I think(?) Definitely slowly getting out of my comfort zone.

I couldn’t be happier. Thank you. Alhamdulillah.


KinaRhinos and RAFF8

Hey,

So I joined Softball for SUKMUM (Sukan Mahasiswa Universiti Malaya) and sekaligus jadi wakil for my KK, Kolej Kediaman Kinabalu aka Kolej Kediaman Kelapan. I don't really do sports tau, so why Faiz, kau join softball? Well, I don't know if everyone ever heard of this game, but it's called rounders. It's basically a kampung version of baseball lah. This was my favourite game masa kecik kecik dulu, along with baling selipar. I would play these, every petang, during my primary school and early high school era. So, that's why I join softball sebab it's similar to my favourite childgood game. 

Softball pula, as far as I know lah, difference dia dengan baseball is the way pitcher throws the ball. Softball baling bawah, baseball baling atas. Softball pitch dia dekat sikit, compared to baseball. Haa stuff like that lah, ada je more than that. Okay, our KK punya softball training actually tak banyak pun in a week, Wednesday and Thursday from 9.30pm to 11pm. Even though dua hari je, still rasa busy sangat sebab I have other things to do too like assignments, meeting project, training Feseni etc. so schedule jadi pack. I can't imagine those yang join sampai more than 10 projects, how lah korang can give commitment eh?

Alright, four days ago (26th November) was the tournament day. Now, this is where the story gets interesting. First game kitorang fight dengan 5th College (Dayasari), they are known for having superb athletes. Macam kilang proses athlete jugak lah that KK. Second game, fight dengan 9th College (Hornets). If I'm not mistaken, this KK terer with kesenian stuff sebab most of the students kat situ is from Pusat Kebudayaan. Third game pulak, with 6th College (Avicenna). This KK is exclusively for medic students only. So kat sini semuanya future doctor, pharmacist, surgeon, dentist etc. haha.

Now let me tell you about the first game, it was terrible. The Dayasari's pitcher memang no joke weh. Dia pitcher for MASUM (Majlis Sukan Universiti Malaya), so, ball dia memang laju nak mati. I think dalam sorang je kot dapat hit ball dia, the rest tu out sebab it was too fast. First game, we spend more time on fielding rather than batting/hitting. Even budak Dayasari pun made fun of us sebab kitorang memang terrible sangat bila lawan dengan diorang. Diorang naik bosan duduk dekat field sampai ada sorang purposely buka topi just so that dia di-out kan by Umpire and takyah duduk dekat field lol.

Second game, fought against Hornets. Okay, Hornets, diorang mediocre lah. We scored a point tho but once dah out and kena jaga fielding, our pitcher (which was different than the first game) did awful. Hornets daripada tak score apa apa, terus naik to 5 points sebab our pitcher kept giving 'ball' and buat Hornets dapat banyak free walk. Ni paling disappointed sekali sebab I think diorang punya level dengan kitorang, lebih kurang sama je except that our pitcher memang tak bagus compared to them.

Last game, againts the Avicenna. Masa ni semua orang dah koyak sangat. Dah dua game kalah and it was starting to rain masa tu. Dengan Avicenna, kitorang pernah friendly dengan dia tapi... lost 11-0 lol. So bila jumpa balik dengan diorang, we were like,

"So we meet again huh?"

Haha, now, Avicenna punya pitcher quite skilled jugak. Dia punya ball quite fast and the way dia pitch tu agak psycho and dramatic gitu. I was mesmerized jugak lah honestly. Tapi masa fight dengan diorang, hujan turun dengan lebat so we had to stop. Us, the KinaRhinos takde motivation dah nak continue playing. Ada yang suggest give up je lah, sebab memang nampak tak kemana. Tapi Umpire cakap if give up or tarik diri, kena barred from playing for two years. No way man, so we didn't. We waited for the rain to stop, and once dah stop, sambung main. Masa ni best haha, dengan berlumpur semua, duk slide slide sana sini tho I didn't have the chance to do so actually as I, well, tak sempat nak batting sebab kitorang cepat sangat out lol.

In the end, we lost all the game. Among all the opponents, I like Avicenna the most. Sebab diorang sangat humble. Eventho diorang powerful, diorang still kata,

"Eh no kitorang still got a lot to improve."

Good attitude! Hornets pulak gave us some advice regarding pitching. They said, pitcher ni macam jantung of the team. So kena ada pitcher mantap. As for the Dayasari, I have no comments other than I really envy the pitcher sebab the way dia pitch sangat relax and macam cikai cikai je, but still ball dia laju nak mati.

So, from the game, I can conclude that we lost because we lack of training. Lack of practice. Lack of experience. Both our pitcher also tak berapa skilled. As for batting, we were too eager to swing the bat even though the ball was too fast (should have bunt instead) or luar daripada range yang boleh hit. Fielding pulak, we were still clueless at to whom nak pass the ball. Tak alert sangat lagi satu. Catching pun tak sharp, still selalu miss, especially golden chance like flyball. Basically, we weren't ready to compete with anyone yet lol.

Anyway, I enjoyed the game. Kulit gua sunburn teruk. Do I wanna join again next year? Who knows. Maybe.








P/S: RAFF8 is the official name for 8th College's softball team whereas KinaRhinos is the official name for the athletes under 8th College.

二十一歳。

As it rains heavily outside with loud thunders, I'm typing this while eating my Roti Butterscotch as my breakfast and lunch, at my Kolej Kediaman, alone in the room with no lights on. It's quite dark.

I just want to say to myself, Happy 21st Birthday.
Hahaha time sure went by so fast, right? I still remember, 5 years ago, I wrote a post on this blog, saying how dull my birthday was. How lonely I felt as no one celebrated my birthday, and now here I am again. Except, the amount of wish that I got, keep decreasing, year by year. This is why I hate this day so much.

If you ask me,
"What's the day that you hate the most in a year?

I would say,
"25th of November."

It's not that I want thousands of birthday wishes from everyone. It's just that... when your own bestfriends pun tak ingat your birthday, of course it feels a bit sad, kan?
Anyway, I guess it's my fault kot... idk maybe I should have been that one loud person yang keep reminding all his friends,

"Hey hey it's my birthday!"
"Hey birthday aku dah dekat jangan lupa wish eh!"
"Hey birthday aku nanti jangan tak bagi hadiah eh!"

Not just senyap je. Kan? I don't know. I mean, I ain't mean shit. Engko sape nak harap everyone ingat birthday kau, eventhough you ingat most of your bestfriends' birthday lol. It's okay.

Alright, kat luar still hujan lebat ni. If past years I would go out on my own, tengok wayang sengsorang as my birthday celebration. This year... I don't feel like it.

"But Faiz, Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them baru keluar okay! It's from the Harry Potter franchise, you love Harry Potter series kan? Rugi nya tak tengok harini, as your birthday celebration."

Haha, actually tengah penat sangat ni. Dalam satu minggu ni I had lots of assignments plus softball training. Satu minggu ni total sleep hours only less than 10 hours tau, haa. So harini macam day off lah to stay in my room and just rest. Oh, malam ni ada selection untuk Tarian Tradisional pula. Plus, mesti ada meeting softball untuk discuss strategy for tournament for SUKMUM esok. Takpe lah, kita sambut birthday kat dalam bilik je lah. Pretend je lah Roti Butterscotch ni some sort of kek Secret Recipe ke apa ke. Hahaha, speaking of Secret Recipe, I still remember, back in the day I would pronounce it wrong. Instead of pronouncing it as "see-krit res-uh-pee", I'd pronounce it as "see-krit rih-saip". Oh my, apa lah.

Alright enough with your hambar stories, Faiz. I'm just gonna... nak keluar pun tak actually. I'm gonna log off lah lol and idk maybe tidur since it's the perfect weather for me to do so. Bye.




P/S: Thanks Farah, Helmi, Nina, Jaja, Ikhwan, and my dearest Mom for the birthday wish. Love you. Also Aimi, thanks bitch for that HB Pencil pic lol.

Being a Degree Student at Universiti Malaya.

So this is going to be an update about me studying at UM until now. Of course lah panjang postnya haha. Okay, so far it’s been good, kinda tiring because of busy with classes, and assignments. Recently I went to a lot of projek kolej punya interview, I registered dalam tujuh lah but dropped tiga, atas sebab sebab tertentu like isu kewangan (some projects even required me to pay thousands and I bukan orang kaya fosho lah cannot afford), komitmen, and all, so yeah. Alright, in terms of makan, emm not too many choices lah since Food Court UM dah tutup and replaced with parking lot, but still ada je banyak other places to eat. For breakfast and lunch, memang no problem since you can always go to fakulti lain, and tapau. Usually tapau dekat Fakulti Pendidikan, and Fakulti Sastera & Sains Sosial sebab dekat dengan kelas lol. Dinner on the other hand is umm, a little bit payah. Yes some faculties got their own café, but mostly tak open until night so bila malam have to depend on café dekat kolej kediaman (KK). Now, of course lah different KKs, different kinds of cafés. Like my KK, got three cafés, dua masakan Mamak/India and satu lagi masakan Melayu. For masakan Melayu, okay je sedap je but nak tunggu order tu siap memang sangat lama. For masakan Mamak/India, I only tried twice, hmmm boleh lah sedap jugak lah. Setakat ni dah try makan dekat KK1, KK4, KK7, KK10, and KK12. KK7 and KK12 memang got more choices of food lah rather than my KK. KK3 baru je open their own café so later nak try KK3 pulak, ihikz my old residential college.

OK next, kita cakap pulak pasal bagaimana rasanya jadi degree student dekat UM and a little bit update on studying EA Studies. Honestly, I do feel a bit insecure with all the other degree students. Why? Okay let me tell you eh, mostly freshies UM ni from PASUM (Pusat Asasi Sains UM) or Asasi lain, Kolej Matrikulasi, and STPM. Yang lain tu ada juga from STAM and Diploma, dua ni rasanya kuantiti tak banyak sangat compared to the rest tu. What I notice was, STAM and Diploma macam minority sikit. During orientasi lagi perasan dah bila ada taklimat ke apa, the host will ask,

“Siapa kat sini from (insert level of education)?!”

They will only ask whether you’re from Asasi, Matriks, and STPM je. Yang lain semua jarang ask. Sama lah bila orang tanya kita ni lepasan mana. Mesti diorang akan guess selain daripada Diploma. Tak lah rasa kecewa, cuma rasa macam hey my level of education tak recognized ke kat sini. So bila freshies mostly lepasan tiga ni, of course lah diorang younger than me. Asasi, and Matriks mesti lah umur diorang 19. For STPM or STAM pulak, 20. Diploma students, ada umur 20, or 21 which is my age. Ni cakap pasal yang jenis sambung study terus lah, ada je freshies older than me, yang jenis sambung belajar lambat. Macam aku pun, study lambat setahun, sebab dah graduate last year, this year baru sambung. So back to rasa insecure tu. Okay rasa insecure lah sebab diorang younger than me dah dapat sambung degree. Aku 21 baru nak sambung, late by 2 years if ikut standard Asasi, and 1 year if ikut standard STPM. Also, rasa insecure with diorang punya pandai. PASUM/Asasi/Matriks dah confirm confirm mostly lepasan SPM with straight As, plus Bs je dalam result. The rest pula, like STPM/STAM/Diploma, pointer semua tinggi tinggi. I’m not saying I’m stupid but rasa macam wow I feel small compared to them. Tapi bila fikir fikir balik, it doesn’t matter sebab setiap orang pandai dia lain lain. Lagi lagi bila dah jadi Degree student kat sini, semuanya tak kira lah pandai ke kurang pandai ke, automatically jadi equal balik. Mungkin kau pandai, mungkin aku kurang pandai, tapi in the end kita dua sama je jadi degree student jugak dekat sini. Kau layak sambung sini, aku pun layak sambung sini. Now kita dua ada same goal, nak graduate as a Degree student of UM.

Then kita move on pulak kepada topik seterusnya, studying BA in East Asia Studies. Memang tak dapat dinafikan yang course ni agak minor jugak, tak ramai yang tahu. Aduh sudah lah lepasan Diploma ni minor, tambah lagi dengan study course yang minor jugak hahaha. Okay, bila orang tanya aku study apa, mostly will be like,

"Haa? Study pasal apa tu?"

Dia punya reaction tu tak macam bila kita kata kita ni study Business ke, Sains ke, Media ke, sebab tiga ni course yang mostly orang dah tahu tau study pasal apa and akan jadi apa. Okay so far study East Asia ni ada mixed feelings lah haha. Can be boring sometimes, can be fun sometimes. Yang aku tahu, kelas aku paling enjoy sekali, kelas Bahasa Jepun. Seronok belajar new language, lagi lagi aku sendiri memang minat dengan bahasa ni, so memang rasa motivated. Yang lain pulak dia rasa macam can be boring, can be okay. This semester aku banyak belajar sejarah tentang tamadun di negara Asia Timur ni. Sejarah je mesti nak kata boring kan? Hahaha, tak jugak. Depends lah on what chapter yang kita belajar. Lecturer pun memainkan peranan yang penting tau, if cara dia mengajar tu passive, boleh jadi bosan jugak. Ye, aku ada lecturer yang cara mengajar dia sangat bosan, asyik rasa nak tidur je dalam kelas. But over all, I enjoy this course!


Now, set goal dalam kepala, nak genggam Ijazah Sarjana Muda with Honours bila graduate nanti. Tak kira lah kau study apa pun, semua orang ada satu goal kan which is to graduate with excellent result. Alright that's all. All the best for my 3.5 years at Universiti Malaya! ;)

Minggu Haluansiswa Universiti Malaya 2016/2017.

Hai, aku nak cerita pengalaman aku attend Minggu Haluansiswa Universiti Malaya 2016/2017. It’s gonna be a very long one, for sure. OK, so malam sebelum aku pergi mendaftar tu aku memang tidur lambat. Around 3 AM sebab ada BBQ Party by my friends, diorang buat kat aku kengkonon nya macam farewell gittew, and congratulating me also.

Dalam 6.50 AM dah gerak ke UM, memang tak cukup tidur lah, agak penat. Aku datang awal, sebab Azma, kawan aku yang dulunya satu group Ouch Krikk Krikk (now 2nd Year) bagitahu, datang awal supaya tak ada masalah habis saiz baju nanti. Dia merupakan Pemudahcara Mahasiswa or PM (basically macam fasilitator lah) untuk Kolej Kediaman Ketiga tahun ni, so dia share lah few tips. Aku pun datang awal, dalam 7.30 AM macam tu aku sampai di Padang Kawad Palapes then, naik bas from there gerak lah ke Kolej Kediaman Kelapan or also known as Kolej Kediaman Kinabalu. Kolej aku kali ni memang atas sikit daripada KK3 dulu, jauh di atas bukit (sesuai lah dengan nama lol). Dalam 8 AM siap dah mendaftar bilik. Masuk bilik, then PM bagitahu kitorang ada free time until 11 AM untuk kemas stuff dalam bilik. Parents pula kena turun dewan dalam pukul 9.50 AM untuk hadiri taklimat. Aku ambil katil bawah, tetapi terpaksa pindah katil atas sebab dapat roommate plus size. Katil single pula khas buat senior sahaja.

Then, bila dah settle semua, parents dah balik, bermula lah minggu orientasi. First day lagi aku dah sakit kepala sebab jadual aktiviti tersangat lah pack. Hanya balik bilik untuk mandi dan tidur sahaja. Selebihnya buat aktiviti seperti di kolej, Dewan Tunku Canselor (DTC), and berjalan ke Fakulti untuk sesi explore UM. Sepanjang MHSUM1617 ni, pelajar KK dibahagikan kepada cell or sel. Basically it’s like a group lah. Aku ditempatkan dalam Sel 9. Ada dalam 24 members tak silap. 10 lelaki, 14 perempuan. Lelaki tu dalam 7 orang Melayu, 3 orang Cina.

Pada mulanya aku rasa macam ah fuck gila lah semua aktiviti ni! Aku penat, aku nak tidur. Bila diajar pula cheers, dan choreography lagu tema MHSUM1617, which is Masih Di Sini by Bunkface btw, aku rasa macam malas sangat. Aku rasa apa diorang ajar ni tersangat lah cringy dan lame af. Setiap hari tidur lambat, dalam 2 jam je. Aktiviti habis paling awal dalam 12.30 AM, paling lambat dalam 1 AM. Then kena bangun at 4.30 AM dan mesti dah ada kat dewan tepat at 5 AM. Memang tiring gila. Disebabkan aku malas nak mandi pagi nanti, malam tu aku mandi kaw kaw. So bangun nanti tinggal sarung baju je and blah.

Cheers dan choreography ni memang menyampah nak learn pada mulanya, tetapi lama kelamaan aku jadi rasa suka pula nak belajar semua tu lebih lebih lagi lepas pergi DTC untuk sesi taklimat pasal macam macam topik lah. Bila sampai DTC, setiap KK akan show their own cheers, so bila dah berkumpul dalam tu, masing masing fight cheers siapa lagi gempak. Aku pun daripada rasa malas nak ambil kisah, jadi tercabar pula. So aku learn betul betul then fight cheers tu as semangat as I could masa di DTC. Memang seronok. Selain tu, DTC also equals to peluang curi/topup tidur haha. Disebabkan pelajar ramai tak cukup tidur, diorang memang ramai tersengguk sengguk dalam DTC tu. Aku banyak kali tidur, so ada sekali tu memang sepanjang taklimat tu aku tidur. Bangun je taklimat dah habis and I missed important information.

Moments aku paling suka sekali sepanjang minggu ni are; Majlis Perasmian Minggu Haluansiswa, Malam Ambang Kemerdekaan, which disambut di DTC AND Kolej Kediaman pada waktu malam before 31st August. KK kitorang semua segak berbaju tradisional masing masing. Only KK8 and KK10 je kot aku perasan pakai baju tradisional. Malam tu memang gempak, macam macam persembahan bertemakan kemerdekaan ada. Aku dengan kawan baru aku semua menggila melolong jerit excited. Memang sangat cantik view dalam DTC malam tu, bila ada performance semua keluarkan flashlight, ada juga letak flashlight dalam cawan plastik berwarna, or suluh flashlight dekat balloon. So nampak macam flashlight berwarna warni lah dalam DTC tu.

After that pulang lah ke KK8 untuk aktiviti di KK masing masing. KK kitorang buat Fashion Show, and Dede (Dee-dee), cellmate aku which is a Chinese guy, dia joined. Kitorang wakilkan dia, tapi dia tak ada baju tradisional dia sendiri so aku pinjamkan dia Baju Melayu aku. OK lah, dapat lah score 7-7-7 by judges. OK what, hit the jackpot tu! Lepas tu ada fireworks, kitorang tengok fireworks di langit sambil nyanyikan lagu kemerdekaan. Next, mesti lah Malam Penutup Minggu Haluansiswa. Malam ni lah malam pengakhir kepada minggu orientasi ni. Malam ni juga semua KK akan fight cheers secara habis habisan untuk tunjuk siapa punya cheers paling gempak. In the end KK1 menang. Setiap KK memang gempak cheers dia tapi yang paling aku suka is KK1 dan KK5 sebab diorang punya cheers ada shoutout dekat semua KK yang ada dalam UM ni. So memang gempak gila lah! Habis je malam ni, semua pulang ke KK untuk sesi terakhir bersama PM. Kitorang makan kek ramai ramai then ada sesi selfie. It was fun!

Selepas selesai menyambut Malam Ambang Kemerdekaan
di Kolej Kediaman Kelapan. #Sel9

Selepas selesai menyambut Malam Penutup
Minggu Haluansiswa. #Sel9

Now it’s over, I had a really cool experience. Sekali je tau kau experience benda ni sebab bukannya kau nak sambung Degree banyak kali kan? Lebih lebih lagi di UM.

Of Medical Check-up and Cuci Gigi.

Hey! Takde pape pun. Ni saje nak write random post about apa aku buat harini.

So today is the day where my Mom kena buat monthly medical check-up dia sebab dia ada diabetes. I was like, eh alang alang tu why not aku buat medical check-up aku je terus, untuk kemasukan Degree Ahad next week (28/8). OK so we all went lah to Klinik Kesihatan Sungai Buloh, then masa kat kaunter tu my Mom asked the receptionist boleh ke anak nak guna Kad Pesara of my Dad (my Dad bekas tentera) untuk you know, dapat diskaun lol. Then receptionist tu kata cannot, but she told me to pergi this bilik, tanya staff kat situ regarding buat medical check-up. So bila pergi, ada this doctor minta nak check my borang then she asked,

"X-Ray nak buat sekali ke? Sebab dalam borang ni kata X-Ray ni for international students only."

I replied, "Emm entah... lah... tu tak pasti pulak, tapi biasa check-up memang akan include X-Ray sekali kan?"

"Ha'ah, biasa student memang akan buat X-Ray sekali. Kalau nak buat, kena buat appointment lah. Adik akan diletak dalam list, and by 30/8 baru boleh buat X-Ray." kata doctor tersebut huhu.

I was like, 30?! GURL I pergi mendaftar 28 kot. Tu pun 30 tu baru buat X-Ray je, film dia tu mesti nak kena tunggu lagi pula kan kutip bila. So lagi lambat process dia. So my Mom cakap takpe lah pergi buat dekat Hospital/Klinik Swasta je lah. So my medical check-up tu cancel sudah disitu. Buat dekat private je. Then, while waiting for my Mom's turn nak check-up, dia kata dia nak cabut gigi pula. Pergi lah ke bahagian Dental, which kebetulan lah buka harini.

OK now aku nak cerita pasal service Dental Department kat sini lah hehe.
I think the last time I went here was, when I was 11 kot. Cabut gigi. Klinik Gigi kat sini dia buka hari Selasa dan Khamis for Pesakit Luar. So my Mom pun pergi register nak cabut gigi, aku pun gedik gedik register nak buat scaling haha. Dua dua mendaftar as pesakit baru so kena charge RM1. My Dad pun nak scaling juga tapi dia dah pernah pergi sini dulu untuk cabut gigi so dia tak payah buat pendaftaran pesakit baru lah. After mendaftar tu macam biasa lah tunggu turn. But my Mom went in first tapi free of charge sebab dia pakai Kad Pesara my Dad. I guess kad tu can be used by suami isteri je kot lol idk. Lepas je my Mom settle cabut gigi dia pergi terus tunggu turn check-up dia. After tu my Dad punya turn pulak (he went to Room 4) tapi unfortunately mesin kat bilik my Dad supposed to buat tu rosak. So dia kena buat appointment, hari lain nanti baru pergi scaling. Me? I waited for 40 minutes. Lama juga lah tapi while waiting, I read this manga called, Kounodori. Kurang lah sikit rasa menunggu tu. Then my turn came (I went to Room 2), pergi lah buat scaling. Masa nak scaling tu, dentist tu tegur,

"Alahai bersih sangat gigi adik ni, takde pape sangat pun. Tapi kita cuci cuci sikit lah ye."

Tak sampai 10 minutes pun, I think dalam 5-7 mins settle dah. Wow quite fast juga. It was all good, takde sakit apa semua, ngilu sikit. Then pergi lah kaunter, bayar. Total scaling, RM3. WOW! Murah hahaha.

RM2 for scaling, RM1 for registration.

Compared to last year (October) aku buat scaling dekat Klinik Pergigian Rohaya Kota Damansara, a private clinic, RM80 seorang. Also pernah teman my friend, Aimi scaling kat situ juga. So I was like apa bezanya ek compared to private dengan government yang aku buat ni. Beza dia, of course lah price kan. Yang private tu RM80 while government ni RM3. Kira lah berapa dah jimat. Then... I guess, service kot. Kat private tu, tube nak sedut air tu staff dia yang tolong buat kan. While kat klinik government aku pergi ni, tube tu aku sendiri kena pegang. Disebabkan aku sendiri tak nampak mana air tu bertakung, aku tertelan sikit. Puihhh pahit! Apa lagi nak compare hmm... OHH private tu include polishing (liquid yang dentist guna untuk polishing tu en rasa orange hihi) while tadi cuma scaling sahaja. And air kumur kat private tu dia macam minty, while government ni air kosong je hahahaha. Takde masalah pun tapi nak compare punya pasal lol.

So after I'm done with scaling, my Mom done with her check-up, pergi lah ke klinik swasta untuk buat MY medical check-up. OK kita kembali ke topic medical check-up aku. Pergi klinik yang first ni, price dia semua total to RM280. WTF mahal gila, plus X-Ray dia akan bagi dalam disc, dia tak cuci. Lagi lah wtf, nak cuci X-Ray tu lagi dah tambah kos dah. Then pergi klinik lain pulak, lagi mencanak price dia, RM300++. My Dad cakap semua ni mengarut lol. Aku pun garu kepala dah, then check balik borang check-up tu. Ikut kan borang tu, local student kena buat Urine Test je. Tu je. Yang lain lain tu semua for international student only. Aku pun call UM nak make sure and diorang kata yes takyah buat, cuma buat Urine Test je. Saje call nak make sure sebab, memang biasa nya student buat X-Ray tapi UM dah kata camtu, takyah lah then. Jimat sikit. So esok lah kot pergi buat Urine Test hihi, dekat government juga lah kot.

All right, das all. Almost a week left before aku bergelar as undergraduate student at Universiti Malaya. Am I nervous for Minggu Haluansiswa? DEFINITELY. Apa apa pun I'll do my best eeeeeek.

xx

Funny.

Hahahaha, talk about giving false hopes. Good game, UKM. Not only you're good with your reputation, apparently you're good at playing with other people's feelings too! Aku honestly tak tahu apa function kau bagi tawaran sementara tu. UKM should just stop with that, seriously. I thought I was the only one yang dapat tawaran sementara tapi end up tak dapat official tawaran, rupanya yang lain pun ada juga. Most of them semua kecewa sebab UKM bagi harapan palsu. Pfftt, fuck that tawaran sementara lah! Baik tak payah bagi tawaran sementara apa apa pun, sebab dia bagi harapan palsu dekat applicants. I think aku jadi berharap gila sebab masa keluar je tawaran sementara tu memang kecoh dekat Twitter. I followed this one account nama dia Twt Campus. Admin masa minggu tu (which also a UKM student) tweet yang katanya kalau ada tandatangan Naib Canselor dekat surat tawaran sementara tu maknanya, "Welcome to UKM!". Sebab tu lah semua macam convinced lah diorang dah boleh masuk UKM. Tapi last last hampeh LOL! So tak ada lah peluang nak study di UKM, it's okay Faiz. You've tried.

But my opinion on tawaran sementara ni is, ianya sangat unnecessary. Baik announce dekat UPU je, biar lah tunggu lama sikit pun. Nak buat camni macam buang masa plus buat orang jadi lagi berharap.
I am sad, I am upset, I am pissed.

No luck I guess...

But worry not... because I've got another offer!

Hahaha, guess I'm back at Universiti Malaya huh?
Yes, look at the course yang dia offer. Pengajian Asia Timur, aka East Asian Studies. Actually, this course was my first choice last year masa first time apply degree dekat Universiti Malaya but instead I got English. I know I know, you might be wondering, what the hell is this course all about?

I don't know much either. All I know is I have to study about countries in East Asia. If I'm not mistaken, ada tiga choices yang UM offer; Japan, Korea and China. But I asked few of my friends yang already studying this course at UM and they told me that this course will teach you about culture, geography, politics, and even language of the country you pick tu. So... I pick Japan lah for sure nanti. Plus, I'll earn new language skill! I'm still wondering  about the career prospect of this course tho. Anyways, asked my parents and they said,
"Takpe lah, ambil je lah."

Alright, guess I'll be back at Universiti Malaya huh? Hahaha and my kolej pun located tak berapa jauh daripada my faculty AND my old residential college that I used to stay, back in my Diploma. Eeeek I'm so nervous and excited at the same time. But I'll update more regarding this course, like lepas habis satu atau dua semester ke.

Later! xx




P.S: Aku ni memeningkan kan? For those yang pernah baca my old posts (but I highly doubt anyone actually ever did lol) mesti be like, mamat ni minat apa sebenarnya? Haritu dapat offer English Studies dia kata dia tak minat kononnya nak pergi dunia Media or Marketing. Then tup tap tup tap, dia tak minat Marketing pulak katanya lebih minat kepada Media so dia nak further in Media Studies. Now lagi mengarut, dapat East Asian Studies pulak?! What the t0oooowtttt! Kengkadang aku terfikir juga, aku ni memang sembang kencang lah. Plan itu ini semua. Tapi tu lah, kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan. Memang frust gak lah, sebab dalam life aku ni aku rasa anything aku plan mesti semua tak jadi. Sedih gila.

P.S.S: On 10th of August, I paid dah Yuran Kemasukan UM, RM910. Pagi tu pergi bank in dah. Then, malam tu I received a call from 'UKM'. Personal number yang call, at 8PM. Dia kenalkan diri dia as Prof. Madya something something ~, aku tak ingat nama dia. Dia tanya aku dapat Tawaran Sementara kan and I said yes. Dia nak inform yang aku actually dapat the offer from UKM sebab dia kata my video was one of the videos yang dapat high score. Tapi dia sendiri pelik why UPU kata aku tak dapat and maybe it was an error. I was like ALAAAAAA WHYYYYY, I ALREADY PAID FOR UM YOU KNOW. Memang kabut juga lah malam tu sebab why lambat inform kalau awal awal kau inform aku dah pilih UKM dah. Tapi lepas fikir punya fikir, aku suspicious juga dengan caller tu. Is it a scam or what? I asked my relative yang kebetulan work as a lecturer at UKM. Dia kata tunggu surat tawaran yang official, if dapat then betul lah UKM panggil. Tapi lepas tu aku fikir masak masak, fikir betul betul, aku chose to go with UM. Mungkin rezeki aku bersama UM? If betul lah UKM yang call aku, aku just nak cakap management korang sucks lol. Ada ke patut inform lambat, and boleh pula dia kata sistem UPU error like idk man pening lah???? Time aku dah bayar yuran kemasukan, baru nak call kata dapat this and that so aku macam whatever lah lol.

Tawaran Awal or Sementara from UKM.

Temporary Offer from UKM

Alhamdulillah, I didn't expect to get this offer from Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia or National University of Malaysia.

I know this is just an early/temporary offer from UKM but still, I'm so glad. Can't be happy yet as I don't know the final result. Hopefully I'll make it through UPU, Amin, InsyaAllah.

Okay okay ready ni, kita nak cerita panjang.

So after half a year I graduated from Diploma in Business Management at University of Malaya, aku dah fikir masak masak yang aku taknak take Business path. Bila tengok course outline for course seperti Marketing, Business Administration, ada banyak subject yang involve calculation. Accounts, Economics, Business Maths and banyak lagi lah. Me, since primary school lagi, subject yang related to calculation, aku memang lemah. I am more of a theory kinda person. Looking back at my result transcript, mana mana subject that involved calculation (Principles of Economics, Principles of Accounting, Accounting and Financial Management etc.) mesti dapat C+ or B- at least haha. So it got me thinking la, do I really wanna take the Business path? I asked myself banyak kali. Try to discover my weakness.

Lepas fikir punya fikir, I decided to study Media Communications/Media related subject. NOT because it's easy, because I think it suits me. So I'm planning to take journalism path. Paling tak suka persepsi orang yang kata, "Oh Masscomm je pun, kacang ah course tu." Honey, no. Each course ada susah and senang dia. I think the difficulty of the course depends to the individual itself. Orang tu boleh bawa, senang lah. Tak boleh bawa, jadi susah lah. Back to the story, well before sambung UM pun, I was gonna take English Communication at KPM so masa tu memang dah dream dah nak jadi journalist. Then parents told me to sambung UM yadda yadda yadda I did.

Okay now how I applied for UKM pula.

Through UPU la lol! So I put UKM as my first choice sebab ada interview. For degree kena apply 8 courses right, so the rest I applied Media related course juga AND I sorted my choices by rank Universiti. Memang masa apply tu cuak sangat sebab ye lah kena pergi interview kot, tak ke scary. I was like apa lah soalan yang dia akan tanya masa interview nanti haha. Ada juga fikir dalam hati, dengan result aku ni, layak ke nak apply dekat UKM. Sebab masa tengok requirements tu, pointer memang lepas tapi masih lagi rasa rendah diri. But takpe lah, kita cuba kita cuba. So, I applied dalam bulan Februari tak silap, then tunggu je lah. Then I saw on Twitter that boleh semak dah tawaran temuduga, so I checked. First I checked UiTM dulu, sadly tak dapat. Rasa disappointed sikit masa tu. Then I checked UKM, dapat. YES! Happy sangat bila dapat offer interview. Then rasa macam pelik sikit sebab interview dia bukan face-to-face but instead, video resume. I was like, huh?

Guides for the Video Resume

After I read all the requirements, terus cepat cepat draft script for my video. I did a lot of research about tokoh tokoh yang inspirational. Tengok juga video resumes yang past year punya, saje tengok untuk tips and motivational purpose. Bukan tu je, sebab nak faham lagi few stuff about my course tu, I read my younger sister punya textbook. Last year she studied Diploma in Communication at Kolej Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Selangor, also known as KUIS. But halfway je sebab dia kata, "Aku tak minat ah course ni." So I finished this textbook in one night called,

Kewartawanan Malaysia: Praktis & Cabaran dalam Era Revolusi Digital by Saiful Nujaimi Abdul Rahman.

This book really gave me a lot of insight about journalism. I knew a lot from reading this book. Alhamdulillah. Ada juga go through my sis punya slides yang mana mana related to journalism/media. Memang stress juga lah, sebab tempoh yang diberikan memang singkat tau. Maybe UKM nak tengok how well we can do our work in such a short amount of time. Of course video resume aku tu aku tak buat sorang. I asked Helmi, my bestfriend, which kebetulan is studying Diploma in Mass Communication at SEGi University. He helped me a lot in terms of recording the video (dia cameraman okay!) and editing the video. I also asked him what he studied so far, what he learned, why choose that course untuk tambah lagi info pasal course yang boleh disumbat dalam kepala otak aku ni hahaha!

Drafts after drafts, finally dapat pun final script. Then plan dengan Helmi and Syamim kat mana nak shoot video resume. Helmi jadi cameraman, Syamim as a person yang drive ke location. Thank you so much to both of you, without your help memang tak dapat lah nak buat video resume tu, even temporary offer ni pun memang takkan dapat haha. Akhirnya after all the hard works, maka terhasil lah video ini.

It is certainly not the best video resume compared to other video resumes out there but at least I tried. It took two days to shoot the video, sebab first day hujan so can shoot separuh je. The rest sambung esok, awal awal pagi shoot to avoid background noise yang teruk in case akan hujan ke. But still, background noise masih boleh dengar lagi despite dah letak background music pun haha. Helmi kata video ni nampak very advertisement-ish sangat LOL! My other friends ada comment, yang I look like I'm out of breath, WELL NO SHIT! Duration video 3 minutes je kot, and I have a lot to tell UKM why I deserved to study there haha. Memang every words counts!

So yeah that is all. Ni baru temporary offer, hopefully dapat lah final offer masa UPU announce result nanti. I really want to further my study at UKM, so bad! Now I just have to wait for the final decision this August. Eeeekkk so anxious thinking about it!

Bye! xx

19 ✕. 20 ✓.

Happy 20th Birthday, Faiz.

Goodbye number one on my age, welcome number two.
I hate growing up. I'm not ready yet.

Update (26/11/2015, 4:33AM):
So I went to Curve @ Mutiara Damansara to celebrate it with Imaginators (trio consist of me, Farah Diyana and Aimi Zafirah). They're like my ultimate bestfriend (since 2008), the one who's okay with how crazy and weird I am. Anyway, it was just a really really simple celebration. We ate at Tappers Cafe then we watched Mockingjay Part 2, which is a must watch on my birthday. Mockingjay was good, a bit emotional tho I didn't cry. Now the series finally ended. Been watching it on my birthday since Catching Fire. Gah I'm sure gonna miss all the moments. I still remember in 2013 I had to watch it alone, while 2014 I watched with Ouch Krikk Krikk, and this year I watched it with Imaginators. I'm sure gonna treasure all the memories created.

Farah, Aimi, thanks boo for spending your time with me on my birthday. Love xx.
Also thanks to the other three, Helmi, Asya, and Fatin. Seems like only these five that remembers my birthday haha. Aight night.



Diploma, CHECKED!

やった!21 October 2015, I finally graduated!!
Made it to the end. Alhamdulillah, officially done with Diploma and I’ve granted Diploma in Business Management. All the struggles, through ups and downs and I finally managed to survive this 2 years. さよなら to all the good and bad memories sepanjang belajar Diploma. Ouch Krikk Krikk, Fahera Ouch, I'm gonna miss you guys so much. Goodluck with whatever you're doing after this.


Alright, Level 1 complete! Next level, Bachelor’s Degree, InsyaAllah.